~ BiTTeRsWeeT cHoCoLaTe ~

I'm Moving!

2007-09-02T01:44:00.000+08:00

Hey guys...

My daddy bought me my very own domain.
... So I'm moving!!!

catch me @

www.blog.my-michelle.com

buckets of love,
mC

omg!

2007-08-30T05:35:00.000+08:00

look at the time now. its 5.36 am.

what the hell are you doing here michelle?

Invisible Love Letter

2007-08-28T15:31:00.000+08:00

Sunday night was wonderful,
it happened at where we first kissed.

you've once again touched my heart with simple word of yours.

baby, your letter reads like a song,
your gifts taste like blueberry flavored cupcakes,
and your lips are like marsh mellow,
your big warm hug smells like hot chocolate!

its familiar though..

i had this same feeling once...

it feels like us on our 6th month anniversary..

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The juicy part of this blog

baby jas0n gave me a love letter along with a box of present
the content : a green pen and a big red heart necklace

when i open the letter, was empty. no words but just a small red heart

the green pen has a torch on the front of it and
am supposed to shine to read the content
@_@

brilliant, ain't it?

baby, thank you for the "happy week" surprise!
and sorry coz my tears smeared some of the letters

u never fail to surprise me and cheer me up at times when i was down,
and i respect u, i really don't know where u bought the invisible pen!

:3

p/s: if you're wondering what occasion or event we are celebrating... my answer is none. jas0n is really a man with full of surprises! sweet kan?

Im still here!

2007-08-27T12:00:00.000+08:00

I am gonna be around for a while.

I thought of changing blog, but i guess i will just have to stick here a lil longer. I has so much problem with MYSQL and PHP, there fore there no new blog for mC, for now.

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Malaysia Mega SALE!

2007-08-19T00:23:00.000+08:00

i contributed to the sales. sigh. i gave into temptation. =\

I have to make something clear. I am NOT a shopaholic like most girls. yeah. you can confirm that with jas0n or my daddy... but... i have this habit of saving up a lot, then when it comes to some mega sale or maybe Chinese new year, i will finish up all my money in the bank! @_@ i think this is worst than a shopaholic isn't it? sigh, i got to change, before i really go bankrupt.

i recall going out with my roomie, Pei Wen to Mid Valley last week, spent on unnecessary things and a pair of shoe(i need it, ok?).

then on friday night, I went out with Wendy and Seet to Mid Valley again to makan and catch a midnight movie. Rush Hour 3 was great. better than i expected. i will rate it 4 out of 5. not bad at all. anyway, before the movie started we went to Brewball for a short game of ~~pool~~ snooker. totally pawn the both of them. i think it was pure luck.

hehe... then on the way home we went "yam cha".

Saturday and Sunday i spent my weekend with my family. Daddy brought us out to The Curve because mummy wanna go to the street market and collect her new car. again i spent on some small lil unnecessary stuff. *smack own head* Went shopping after that, in the Curve. although daddy paid for my blouses and some Famous Amos cookie(it was orgasmic!!!!!!!!!!!), but i still made him spend. gosh.

not long after, i broke my damn heels! urm, what else, daddy got me another replacement. its a sweetie :3 this is like my 4th pair of shoe in 3 months from Vincci!!!

i declare myself broke for this week! yea, ppl around me whose reading this, pls be a dear and stop me from good expensive food, cute cute stuff, pool, movies, cookies and SHOES!!!

i saw a dinosaur-shaped-cloud

2007-08-16T23:08:00.000+08:00

today was such a fun day. care free and relaxing.
my MPD tutorial was canceled.

Cyberjaya, quite a nice place
look at the clouds -- so fluffy~

so my roomie, pei wen and i decided to head down town to our" library". yes, the Megamall. =)
sad that carlyn couldn't join us coz she has FA class.

will u look at her. she looked "serious" while driving.

yippie!!!

lunch @ yoshinoya

did some research for our coming TVC assignment in the supermarket and then we feel the need to de-stress, so we went shopping! yeah!!! did not intend to buy anything but we both still came back with stuff. XD girls will always be girls.

my day went well. smooth flowing and had a great time, expect on the way back to Cyberjaya, traffic was heavy.

had a blast. got what i wanted and had some inspiration for my next project d.

thanx baby for trusting us with Bubbles. enjoy ur hershey's cookies and cream white chocolate yea *wink* and thanx pei wen for such a wonderful time!

xoXo,
mC

most boring post ever

2007-08-15T00:56:00.000+08:00

Finally!

Finally i have submitted my damn bloody fished up Media Innovation assignment. woah~ this sure is a heavy one. worked hard through out the holidays (yea rite)... doing the graphic illustration, more photoshop and adobe illustrator and worst of all MAYA! i hate doing 3D stuff. just not born with the talent. unlike baby jas0n he is quite a pro in Maya n 3D studio Max.

anyway, thanx baby for helping and guiding me with my 3D work.

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today i have a very unexpected call. i was napping in the evening, i think i wasn't even 5 minutes asleep i got a call. was from Naresh. so i pick up the call and it was vimal. wth u doin with naresh's phone la dey?

Vimal and Naresh ask me to get ready coz they wana makan. i was like... -- ok u go la makan, u wan me to feed u? anyway i had no choice but to teman both of them to Hasan Cafe in St Mall.
on the way there we picked Steph up from Cyberia.

Naresh's driving skill hasn't improve since... forever. Vimal hasn't improve his directing skills as well. he will be the last person on earth u wana get directions from. almost cost us our life! =p

after makan makan and minum minum we went to the most exciting place in cyberjaya. CyberPark!!! nothing canggih bout that place la, but we manage to find a very nice, and windy spot. good for taking picture too. it was so high up that it overlook the lake at the park. so pretty.

we didn't bring along a camera so we settled for Steph's camera phone. 3 mega pix. dun play play k.

first group pic

we all wanted to commit suicide together

look at me, i duduk at the railings there. so scary ok?

every1 sit like mC!!! XD
i like this pic the most!

thanx for bringing me love and joy guys!!!
*muaxx!*
wish wendy, MM n ling were with us.

Unity Band

2007-08-12T00:16:00.000+08:00

Unity Band: An embodiment of what we stand for. distinct in diversity, united in nationality. A proud badge of our uniqueness. The colour red symbolises the blood that runs through our veins; no matter how we may differ in race, religion or creed, one factor unites us. And that is Malaysia.

We are calling all Malaysians to wear that uniqueness as part of your identity. The Unity Band does more than just commemorate our 50th Merdeka. It celebrates what makes us great – our enduring spirit and UNITY.

Let us all lend unity a hand. Malaysia Tanah Airku.

taken from : http://www.ub50.com.my/

I WANT ONE OF THESE~
if anyone knows where i can get this, do let me know! =)

Simpsonized!

2007-08-08T20:30:00.000+08:00

this morning while i was going through my yahoo messenger, i saw a link on stef's status msg. was so bored so i tried it out. i think u should too coz it's cool!

http://simpsonizeme.com/

mC

look like me meh?
was looking at it for quite sometime, and other Simpsons character, i realized they look like Chinese! >.<

check this out! my baby photoshoped this..

happy tears

2007-08-07T23:33:00.000+08:00

i've got news.

i am a lil happie at the same time sad.
remember my tamagotchi named dodol? yea, she is a big girl now. this evening while i was surfing the net aimlessly, suddenly my tamagotchi was beeping non stop. i picked it up and check whether it was hungry or whether she needs a bath.

neither.

my tama has a visitor. it was the ol' matchmaker. he came with a friend. a very ugly looking durian man. there was 2 options on my screen after his visit. it was "LOVE? : yes/no"
i didn't understand what was going on till i punched in "yes"

lights off for a few seconds, then fireworks!!! @_@ wtf?~
then the matchmaker and the durian man just totally disappear from my gotchi screen and left me this.

i thought got hantu at first. after google-ing i realize it was my son! aaaaaa~ my tama big girl d. got baby. i haven't thought of a name for him. maybe you can help me suggest some. =)

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togetchi (ugly husband of dodol, i so tak puas)
Pukatchi (my baby Dodol)
and their baby that i first thought was a "hantu"

i am so gonna miss Dodol coz she will have to leave me already. for every tama that has a baby and grown up, the will leave in 24 hours after they have their kid. ='(
i feel like a mother now. although i only have Dodol for a week, but i definitely miss her. because she is the only one i've been seeing before and after i sleep this holiday. gosh~

oh yea, and i damn tak puas coz her husband look like a durian! it's durian season and i haven't eaten any!

i saw this webbie they show how the first generation tama leave after 24 hours.
so heart-breaking.

see ya my Dodol. mummy and daddy will miss u~
*happy tears*
=')

XD

2007-08-02T15:11:00.000+08:00

i got meme by Ms Cheesie a century ago.

gosh, am so sorry as i needed alot of time to prepare this post.
yeap, reason number 1 is that i have not much hairstyle, even if i do change my hairstyle they will always look the same! and reason number 2 is that i am so drowning in my assignments. after every dateline, there are assignments, and after every assignments, there's a submission and after every submission there's a presentation, and after a presentation there's another assignment. it goes round and round and round and round... yea u get what i mean. I assume my life after university is gonna stay like this and maybe even more bz. everyday i sleep 3 hours. averagely.

you must be wondering why i have time to crap n talk here, that's because i have 1 friggin week of mid-term break!!!!! ain't it awesome. mid term break.... gosh, can stay at home and do more assignments!~ *puke*

argh, can't complain. i actually like this course very much and getting the hang of it. fun to be designer in the making. for all of u out thr who thinks this course doesn't require any thinking, reading and writing, you are so so wrong.

anyway, back to the main reason of this post. Ms Cheesie meme-ed me!
hmmm, its about my...

"8 different hairstyles"

my striking red highligths
(2005)

hazel brown hair..it was red actually, but colour faded..
with fringe and mushroom layered hair length that make me look much like a monkey.
(2006)

my shoulder length hair with fringe (natural hair colour)
i tied my hair up with just a kilometrico pen
ain't it amazing?
(sometime in 2006)

straighten my hair
hate it to the max, i ask the hairstylist to mess my hair up on the spot
i don't know why, but just hate it
(2006)

curled up purple long hair
had a similar but stronger shade of purple hair in 2005
(pic taken end of 2006)

messy messy hair...
this is how i look like when i have got a bad hair day and just got up look!
i like messy hair actually.
(2007)

my "auntie" hair... look like i was preparing to do some house chores and cook!
i clipped with a dino clip on the top center
(early 2007)

wet wet
haha... XD

Okay. that's about it. my 8 different hairstyles.
there's a pic i removed. it was my FCM prom nite picture.
i swear my hair looks like stunted-medusa~

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no matter what, i still prefer myself with short hair

june 2007
its been 2 months
my hair grew and will be cutting it real short soon

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I don't have anyone specific to meme, just do it if u wish to share your different types of hairstyle. i know you want to.

according to wikipedia.com: An Internet meme is a digital phenomenon that spreads rapidly, widely, and organically from person to person on the Internet.

My New Friend

2007-08-01T02:43:00.000+08:00

look what my baby got me.
its Tamagotchi Version 4 Plus. Limited Edition!!!

oh oh... will you just look at it *drool drool drool*

so pretty and colourful piece of thing!
i named my first pet, DODOL. i know, what a pretty name!
XD

its limited edition, and so it comes with a very nice lanyard and a small keychain.
=)

i never wanna grow up. it's fun to be young!

Polyvore

2007-07-28T14:41:00.001+08:00

They make me happie

thats what friends are for

2007-07-27T19:01:00.000+08:00

worry not my dearest...

you can share with us ur stories, regardless of happy or sad. we will share to carry your burden and we will together, hand in hand, walk through this bumpy path called life.

xoxo,
-michelle-

Facts about advertising

2007-07-26T12:17:00.000+08:00

I wanna confess that I am eating Mamee noodles with Mawi's face on the packaging.
I vowed to not ever eat this brand of noodle, but... urm urm... I'm starving. >.<

It's like that in the advertising industry. when a deisgner choose a design/ambassador/concept, it might actually sell or UN-SELL ur product. Mr K is right. damn.

the noodle taste good, but i damn shy to buy this Mamee brand. I am so embarrass to actually put it in my shopping cart. I understand there is a reason why to they chose Mawi over me. =P Cz he has got fans and they think that it will help the product to sell. gosh, this is advertising...

pls Malaysia, get over Mawi. He is so yesterday!

so is the yellow scary digi man

Beauty Pageant

2007-07-19T15:19:00.000+08:00

this is gonna be quite a long post. lotsa pics. be patient while they are loading. click on the image for a larger view.

WARNING!!!
Please do not continue if u have heart problem. In the process of making this beauty pageant i almost die of laughter. Though some ppl say laughter is the best medicine but... just view at ur own risk.
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The Contestants:-

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Round 1
Alienate

we come in peace~~~

Round 2
The Beauty of Square Head

i look like a box here! a plasma tv box >.<

Round 3
The Mirror

6 of us.

Round 4
Short Neck

plastic surgery went wrong. hehe.

Round 5
Zoomed In

Round 6
Skewed

OMG! Looks like we got hit and run over by a very big truck and then an aeroplane come crashing by.

Round 7
Fish Lens

fishy eye lens?

Round 8
Being Happy

gosh...we look super duper scary happy pea-pole XD

Round 9
If we gain weight

** michelle got disqualified coz she is already fat XD**

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Group Photo

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Best Group :

the comic

Best Smile:

Best Pose:

Best Distorted Face:

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Long lost SISTERS?
haha...

oh dear... thank God we have inner beauty!

I cannot stop laughing while taking these pictures. I salute both of my roomies coz they can keep their cool and pose for the camera although the saw the preview that they look like this. I was really rolling on the floor laughing and tearing. Thank u Pei Wen and Carlyn for such a good time. u guys are really crazy!

zombie looking thing

2007-07-18T05:09:00.000+08:00

I can't take it anymore. I need sleep. Haven't been sleeping. My movie trailer has no audio. Fixed it. Fever. Cold. Mosquitoes and bugs. 5.09 am. Hungry. Restless. Had a very long and tiring day. This is what I've done all night.

I am suppose to make a short 90sec movie trailer for a local film. I chose a movie from Yasmin Ahmad but unlike others, I don't plan to talk about interacial relationship and elaborating on the love story only. I've chosen scenes which contains issues that our Malaysian society is facing. for example, I talked about betrayal, relationship, moving on from the past, beginning of a new friendship and religion.

Most people who have watched Sepet and Gubra because of the love story between two individual who are totally from a different background and culture. I see more than that. what they do not see is that the director, Yasmin Ahmad had added on more elements, culture and current day issues.

enjoy.

girl who looks like half panda and half zombie,
-Michelle-

=)

2007-07-14T13:24:00.000+08:00

me: daddy, can i have some vodka pls? *innocent eyes*
daddy: have u been a good girl?
me: yes. *smile sweet sweet*
daddy: okay, here u go.

wonders of teh internet

2007-07-12T14:25:00.000+08:00

every one has been bugging me to join FaceBook.

i hesitated. its another Friendster kinda thing anyway... moreover, i seldom log on to Friendster, so i was thinking twice bout signing up for FaceBook. ok ok, so i was bored yesterday. And i made myself an account to see what FaceBook is all about. nothing much, quite simple interface and a lil boring compared to Friendster.

AND.......yea, today i had 2 msgs in my inbox... one was from my long lost friend from Maui and the other guy was Badrul Hisham! he was my standard 1 friend!!!!! he look so different already!
He use to be a small fry back then, now he has grown into a young and handsome man. good for him! wow, he still remembers me. ok, right now i have no regrets at all upon signing up on Facebook. it brought friendship and old memories back to me.

and...i know, the internet does more wonder than this.. =)

thank God for the internet!

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i attended my first yoga class with Scha yesterday. i've learn the Virabhadrasana II, Adho Mukha Svanasana, Parsvakonasana and Savasana. well, i have to say that yoga is just not as easy as i think it was. yoga is all about breathing and holding some awkward poses. i enjoyed myself and i think yoga is really suitable for ppl like me, who have a very very bad temper(i don't deny it). and i have low blood pressure and the yoga instructor told me that it can help too. we'll see bout that. hopefully it helps.

s.i.x.a.m.

2007-07-10T06:13:00.000+08:00

it's 6 am.

Can't sleep. no one to talk to. no one to chat with. I feel the need to pee, but hostel toilet seems very scary, at this hour.

Need a bowl of hot tom yam soup with a bunch of antihistamine thrown inside.

GAMMA 1st Submission

2007-07-09T13:07:00.000+08:00

gosh, today is a very unprogressful day. i had like hangover from last night. was feeling a lil restless, drowsy and floaty. i work all weekend on my motion graphics (on self promotion) coz today was the submission. damn, i'm glad that i have finally submitted my work, and i was the first one. *bangga bangga*

oh oh, here are some pics of my work progress. i find it funny so i decided to post it here.

i was staring at these penguins for over an hour, because i couldn't decide which will look best in my video. almost went berserk. in the end of the day i chose the bottom right, and i regretted! bleh~

this is my final execution.
i love photo manipulation. did every single object in Adobe Photoshop. yeap, Photoshop can do wonders and everything is so possible.

^^,

online advertising class was quite dry but the video that Mr Kenneth show was good... is good every week! last week was about The Unboring History of Telephone (haha!) and this week was How Google Works. interesting.

hmm, i'm shy to embed my final .mov here. so urm, if any of u are interested to watch just ask from me la. =)

happy 07.07.07

2007-07-07T11:06:00.000+08:00

a reason to celebrate!!!

** note: its been a month... thanx daddy for the butterfly!

where is lady luck

2007-07-06T21:36:00.000+08:00

the bad luck keeps hitting me. had very very bad tooth ache. my wisdom tooth is finally growing. i told daddy bout it but he thinks that it is the weather(maybe he thinks that i am not wise enough), and maybe i am having bad gum infection. i really think its my wisdom tooth lah.
can feel it one, and can see my tooth growing, small small white dot.

aaaaa... *opens mouth wide wide* see? i told u! =)

besides my swolen gums, infection or wisdom tooth, or whatever u want it to be, i went for dinner just now things happen again. i ordered rice and pork ribs. after an hour i still didnt get my order, so i reminded that uncle. then he told me he ran outta rice. i was like wtf, then i told him, it's ok i am not rushing, i will continue waiting. then, half an hour later, he came serving me with rice and chicken. aiyaaaaa... it hough to myself, nvm then, just eat it la. while waiting i ordered milo ice, and when my milo came, the glass crack and broke in front of me. how unlucky can i be. i told daddy bout my week in campus and he as me to becareful in whatever i do. i'm not really the type of person who believes in horoscope and luck, but it is really hitting me.

p/s: dear God, pls forgive me as i have wasted alot of food this week. i couldn't really eat because my gums hurt. the amount of food that i have wasted, in some poorer families, it can really make a difference. *guilty*

unbelievable

2007-07-04T22:12:00.000+08:00

it is freaking amazing that i am alive till today. i had a rough weekend, and so is my monday and tuesday...urm yea, and wednesday too. i was busy with my assignments, club registrations, meetings and lotsa meetings. i won't wanna go on telling u what i'm actually busy doing, i'm afraid that it might bore u to death.

anyway this past week was crazy. and I'm running outta luck. seems like this bad luck thing is haunting me. it started off last week, on the way to class, i slip and fell in front of the bathroom. toilet i tell u, TOILET! then i lost my digital camera's battery while i was charging it.
ok..ok... that was last week.

this week, things wasn't any better. after my swim club meeting, while walking back to my room, i "dikejar" (being chased) by this big fat hostel cat. gosh, u know la.. i don't quite like them.. >.< *sigh* anyway, the list of unfortunate event keeps happening to me. the best one was yesterday. went out for an Earthquake in Swensens with pei ling, faz, su yuen and baby. then baby and i decided to catch a movie in OneU, and my heels broke. i was so frustrated that i just took off my sandals and walk barefooted from shop to shop to get myself a new pair of shoes. well, am use to being-looked-at-in-public-because-i-have-no-shoes-on thing.. this wasn't the first time.
-.-

argh, enough of ranting and raving here. gotto go do my work. need to get back on track. oh did i tell u why? my copywriting assignment was rejected!
btw, there's this random video that i would like to share, coz i feel that guy in the video is so hot and damn charming. two thumbs up. must watch!!!
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An Advertisement for Minyak Urut

i have got no idea what language is he speaking in. i think its either hokkien or teow chew. i don't understand but i laugh like heck!

p/s: thanx carlyn and pei wen, my lovely roomates... i had a really bad week but u guys never fail to cheer me up! here's the video that we've been laughing at. yeap dedicated to both of u. ENJOY!

x0xo,
miChelle

insanity

2007-06-30T13:59:00.000+08:00

Why does he have to always come in between us?
Why do you always have to mention about him?
Why did you compare?
Why do you threaten?

Why?

*silence*

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He, is no longer important to me, but you are,

He has somehow had brought us together, make us meet,

I do not compare, no i don't,

I did not threaten, but why? why did u fleet?

why?

Still Young At Heart

2007-06-28T21:43:00.000+08:00

was chatting with Tina darling the other day on MSN. We were catching up on stuff and life and i have no idea how we ended up in a doodle competition. Tina suggest that we take turns to name a random object, and we both draw it. the best picture wins.

here are some funny stuff that we drew~~~
XD

got cute cute panda ^^

aeroplane!

yummy yummy spaghetti

cute cute tea set
tina drew hers like damn detail

our crib

this one is very interesting. i suggest to her the topic MZ mamak man that i dislike
he very rude, fierce and alwiz get my orders wrong!! !@#$#*

urm... this one ar, a little bit hard to explain
she ask me to draw naked lady.. -.-

oink oink

holiday island

our rooms

row row row~

Pretty lil butterflies...
our favourite!

High heels, women just love them
See the 1 i draw got bulu~~~ =P

Tina drew me and i drew her~ haha, good job Tina!

Big Ben

2007-06-26T22:30:00.000+08:00

~ May u Rest in Peace ~

ben 2007

you have been good. you have been obedient. you have been loyal and a very good companion. we will always miss u...

23.06.07

2007-06-25T00:16:00.000+08:00

happie birthday Daddy!

note: i LOVE u very much!

xoxo,
daddy's little gurl
-michelle-

man's best friend

2007-06-22T17:22:00.000+08:00

There's a clip i want to share. Esp if u are a dog lover. its a must watch!

After i watch this clip, it made me feel like i am a bad owner. i seldom bring my dog for walks. i have my reasons. my dog stays indoors, we are afraid that it might have flea if we let her go outdoors. i don't know what is my dog thinking but i sure do hope she is happi.

If u own a pet, go home and give him/her a big big hug!

we must be crazee~

2007-06-21T12:21:00.000+08:00

sometimes if u really enjoy a moment, the best way preserve it is to capture the moment

suppose to be a freaking gif file

this conversation happen at 4.40 am on 21st June 07, in HB3 C1009, after watching Survivor Finale (Fiji) with my room mate. we talked and laughed till we did not realize how fast the time fly by. anyway, this is what happen after that...

*click*
carlyn turns the lights off, preparing to go to bed

Carlyn : Good night, michelle.
mC : Good night. ^^,

then there was a long paused
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after 5 minutes

Carlyn: *roll roll, tossing and turning*
mC: aiya, forgot to take picture with my roomie..(this is the random thing that we do since alpha) we take picture before u go to class ok?
Carlyn: *baru teringat* yea hor? take picture!
mC: yea, we take picture when we just wake up tmr, hair messy messy very nice!
Carlyn: huh?? *suddenly got light bulb lighted near her head* wanna take now?
mC: yes yes yesssss!!!!!
Carlyn: ^^v

both jumps outta the bed and turn on the lights and get our cameras ready. I need not explain what happens next.

this moment really reminds me of alpha times, where Shyyi was still around to sot sot with Carlyn and i. then iris and more alpha girls(scha, jaz, kahyee, yisin, kit...so many more) will join us at wee hours to take crazy pictures! gosh, where is everyone?

i don't know what to name this post >.<

2007-06-19T17:32:00.000+08:00

finally i can blog. i was so phreaking bz moving things to my hostel room here in MMU cyberjaya till i have no time to do any of my own things. all i remember doing yesterday was making noise at the hostel main office, asking for a room exchange and making more noise elsewhere. the room i got in the hostel is located at the ground floor. kinda dark and has poor ventilation, so i wanted to ask for a room change. wad ever la. i now don't even care whether i my appeal is approve or not. i have spent so much time cleaning my room and arranging my stuff, and now, it is very very very cozy. i even set up my ikea lamp here. =)
screw the hostel ppl lah, esp the Pn zaliza. ceh~ big deal la if she is the head of some hostel department thing. what a rude lady.

currently now am staying with Carlyn only, but pei wen bunked in our place coz she doesn't have anywhere to go.

yes, I'm a pshyco

2007-06-17T00:45:00.000+08:00

ok ok, i admit.
i love peeling carrots in my room.

my beautiful dates

2007-06-15T18:31:00.000+08:00

13th June 2007 @ Milwaukee

Wendy said she is gonna come and pick me up at 7pm, but she came an hour late.
what a friend. i almost die of hunger. lucky i have a big big bar of Toblerone dark chocolate. if not i would probable die.

big leh?
*lick lick*

i went on a date with Wendy to Milwaukee for dinner. food there was great but urm, looks kinda wrong. i had Chicken Maryland. was suppose to get various fried chicken nuggets, or chicken fingers, i actually got a chicken chop with a banana fritter(pisang goreng) -.-"

thats wendy with her very big bowl of ice kacang

>.<
WARNING!!!

Picture below contains adult contents. If u r above 18, u may proceed. if ur underage, view it la, wad da heck!
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will u just look at it? it looks like... u know what i'm trying to say here and if u place it like the picture shown above u will have a hamsap looking thing.

chicken+pisang= what a combo

hehehe~
later on...

us

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14th June 2007 @ Pizza Hut

took some pics in Pizza Hut in Alamanda, Putrajaya with baby.
we got a RM 5 rebate because on our pizza because it came after 15 minutes. syiokneesss... budget dating~ XD

baby trying to decide which pizza he wants

an angel in my hand

jason's

syiok sendiri while waiting..
see la, the waiter took so long to prepare our pizza till we got time to syiok sendiri.

our orders came late..
so got rm5 % =)

hot soup

the moment we reached home, i thank baby for bringing me out by biting him.
there was a loud scream after this pic was taken.

i love u~ teehee...

x0x0,
miChelle

me got tag

2007-06-15T18:04:00.000+08:00

i got tagged by fanshu for so long d. here it is...like finally?!... sorry fanshu, i took centuries to complete this!

5 things found in your bag:-
1. Handphone and Money (important stuff)
2. Panty Liner
3. Mirror
4. Lipgloss
5. Drawing Pen

5 things found in your purse/wallet:-
1. Notes
2. photos
3. cards
4. driving license
5. IC

5 favourite things in your room:-
1. my bed
2. my iMac
3. my dressing table
4. my painting
5. my craft kit

5 things you’ve always wanted to do:-
1. own a G5
2. make craft for a living
3. own a line of men and women clothing and perfume
4. build a house near a beach
5. find a religion that i belong to

5 things you are currently into:-
1. blogging
2. gadgets
3. photography
4. phunky hair dye
5. design magazines

5 people you tag:-
1. tieng
2. alex
3. peiling
4. soo ann
5. su zhen

wet pillow

2007-06-13T13:25:00.000+08:00

i tried to cry myself to sleep
it sure didn't work this time
no one was there to dry my tears, no one
when i stop sobbing, i realized that all that was left with me was just a wet pillow
nothing but a wet pillow.

my baby brother

2007-06-10T21:30:00.000+08:00

Justin is gonna go back to school tmr. two weeks had past so fast. i spent a lot of time with my bro this holiday, and right now he is in my grandma's house, preparing for school tmr. we usually don't meet till the weekends. its nearer for him to go to school if he stays in my granny's place because it is nearer and for me, if i have school i will be staying in Cyberjaya.

i cannot believe i am saying this, but i really miss him right now. really really do. i did not realize how fast he has grew over these years. he is now taller than me and can piggy back me! im a fat cow and he is one strong kid.

sigh, i don't think i can go on blogging... i miss him right now. ='(
i spent all my time with him this holiday. we do so many things together. i wonder if he realize it. of course spending so much time together i got to know him better and all. i enjoy going to the club house together, playing PS, squash, snooker, staying up late watching heroes and family guy over and over again.

*happie tears*

i cannot go on already... need something to dry my tears up.
justin, if ur reading this, jie just wanna let u know that i sayang u ok?

behind every butterfly, there's a story~

2007-06-07T22:01:00.000+08:00

my daddy kept his promise...

today i have finally gotten my birthday present.
it was a butterfly. a very pretty one.

thank u daddy.
i love it!

Eye on Malaysia

2007-06-06T23:21:00.000+08:00

05.06.07

Baby jas0n and i went to the Tmn Titiwangsa to visit the big fat ferris wheel that most Malaysian have been talking bout. He was really being very nice to me. how many guys out there will teman his gf at night to practice her night photography leh? Anyway,we have no idea how to get there, but in the end, thanks to me(perasan!!!! ok la...and the map), we got there safely. Although its a weekday night, there were like many ~~peaple!~~ people! I

we paid rm 15 for the ride, per person that is and it lasted for a freaking 20 long minutes. damn worth it right?~ have to admit, i was scared. Had sweaty palms and almost past out.

when we were at the counter, we realize there's a VIP gondola that cost rm 100. it has a mini plasma TV, great sofa, a refrigerator and some classy music i assume? wth do u need a TV for when ur on the Eye of Malaysia? u are suppose to look at the city view, not the bloody TV that shows only RTM1 and RTM2. sheesh~~~

baby jas0n and i shared a gondola with an indian family of 4. they were so friendly. they have 2 very curious children. i was freaking out when i am on the ride, but the kids seem excited. they were moving up and down... standing up and sitting down. @_@
really don't understand them. how can they be happy when you are up in the air, very very high, above ground in a small lil cabin, and still be happy bout it.

i was totally keeping my cool. if it wasn't the family, i will be screaming, panicking, curse and swear n might just jump of the cabin!
baby jas0n did pretty well, he didn't seem to look scared or panicky, and he still has mood to take picture! i, on the other hand was a living dead. almost puke on the small girl's face. luckily i didn't, she was too cute!

dedications: In this post i would like to send my condolences to Loga's family and fans. He was a member of Alleycats. My dad was sad after hearing this news. he rush all the way home from work just to watch the TV which has like a tribute to Loga. I can sing along to his songs as well. kinda weird for my age, but my daddy listens to Alleycats once in a while. I am sure its a shocking news to the nation but look on the brighter side, our Prime Minister, Pak Lah is getting married. I am happie for him! Congrats, Pak Lah. Invite me to your wedding and i will bake u some cupcakes!

P/S: couldn't upload more pics. blogger keeps on failing on me! =\

why i CUT my hair?

2007-06-03T22:57:00.000+08:00

reasons :-

#1 : Wanna save money ( use less shampoo and water)
#2 : Save time (no need to comb)
#3 : Bored with old hairstyle
#4 : Came to realize that long hair doesn't suit me (make me look like auntie nia)
#5 : Short hair is in fashion!
#6 : I look YOUNGER weyh!!!!

BEFORE

DURING

AFTER

*innocent face*

this pic was taken after shower. was suppose to wax it but damn lazy. will take more pics when i have the mood to wax my hair la.

i sure miss my messy natural curls at the bottom of my hair.
but i love my new hairstyle, can style it however i want, and i look NEATER!

Dessert After Dinner

had chocolate fondue after dinner
was testing out the new fondue pot by Princess

oh my goodness, look at the dripping chocolate
*drool*

there's pears, pineapples, papayas, "jambu air"s, bananas, and STRAWBERRIES.

my bowl is the one at the bottom
damn clean, didn't even waste a drop of chocolate

i, of course, as a chocoholic, was the last one standing. every1 felt so "eew" after a few pieces. i makan everything. yesh. everything! arrggghhh, so geram!~ feel like pouring all the chocolate into a big bath tub and swim in it. gosh... i just gave in too much to temptations.

SYIOKNESS TO THE MAXIMUM!

what a day!

2007-05-30T23:17:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness... finally! finally! finally my butt has landed on a comfy chair.

i've been out all day and am very tired now. started off my day very early today, and exercise non-stop!

i don't know where to start but urm, just gonna blog about the main things that happened today. woke up pretty early this morning, then went Sg Wang to exercise my feet, hehe~shop shop. Bought some nail polishes, wanted to only buy 1 but couldn't decide which color, so i took all.

then i bought a pair of shoe... wanted to buy just one side but the shop keeper ask me to take both -.-"

then urm, went to this shop...ter-look into the mirror(green color 1)... it made me look prettier than usual so, i bought it as well.

next i went to the royal sport house and got myself a new swimsuit........ *ran outta excuses* very sweet 1. aih...i also dunno what else i bought... all junks.

i got a very bad feeling that im not gonna be rich, because i spend money like water only. i admit that i buy things on impulse. which is bad. some 1 pls help me! some 1 rob me puleezzzz....(so that i wont have a single cent to spend). arghhh~ its frustrating u know... i just cant explain myself right now. =|
bleh...WATEVER~

aaaaanyway.... i took some pics today at KimGary in Sg Wang during lunch.

my godparents who love justin and me with all their hearts
we love u too~

notti fella

justin and michelle

KimGary's nice and fattening food
all the pork chop, chicken chop and CHEESSSSEEEE baked rice.
*shivers*

after lunch at KimGary, i immediately went home and drove to the ClubHouse and swam 10 laps(used to swim 16 laps non stop ok?!).
gosh...guilt haunts!

***my prayer: my dearest grandma
dear God, she wasn't feeling well today but she still cook 6 of my fav dish for dinner... after that she fainted a few times and threw up all the food that she took in. i hope God will help me watch over her and make her feel better as i cannot afford to loose her.***

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random camwhoring pics

sibuk brother alert!

gonna cut my hair real short
wanna take picture kau kau 1st

don't u love my purple hair and my rounded face?
(like pau)

i got more...but can't be shown in public...
urm its more like i make monkey faces and stick my finger in the nose kinda pictures...so, urm yeah =\

Malaysia Dog Olympic 2007

2007-05-27T22:15:00.000+08:00

... 3rd and 4th day of holiday...

my exam ended on the 23rd of May and i declare holiday for myself in advance. first and second day was progressive. i baked cupcakes, then on the second day i went around KL with Boy. he showed me certain parts of KL that most ppl wont go. so damn interesting.

yesterday was the 3rd day of my hols and i spent the whole day packing and unpacking my stuff. i shifted all my stuff out from the Cyberia Townhouse, because i'm moving back to hostel next coming semester. I really have to thank my daddy, mom, bro n jas0n dear :wub: , and ben too. help me move my junx. i didn't know staying so near to campus yet i have so much rubbish...gosh, girls will always be girls... *muka in denial*
urm, got a small announcement here...

dear scha, i miss u so so much... but no worries dear we can hang out next sem as we got a lot of subject in common! remember that i sayang u tau!

xoxo,
mC

well, after packing i went swim swim with justin. was so fun. can't believe both of us can actually click and have fun. that was just once that he is not being annoying to me! -.-

remember i said that i will pick up photography again? yes i went for an outting with daddy today at the Central Park near One Utama. it is the Malaysia Dog Olympic DAy 2007, organized by Puppy.com.my. u can go ahead and check out the webbie at http://puppy.com.my/
I wanted to bring my Chelsey but i scared i couldn't handle her coz I wana take pics as well. I think i will bring her next time around. this puppy.com.my team has organized alot of events for dog lovers and their k9. I had fun there at the carnival and of course i had fun snapping pictures of those cute lil' adorable thing!

dad say i did pretty well, and i have talent... fuh yoo~ he compliment me!!!! let me just show off some of my pictures. might not be true what my dad says but what the heck, here's some pic. u judge!

i was very tired after the event. went makan at OneU then went Ikea to buy the currypuff. damn addicting weyh! Came home then straight away went to the CLubHouse for a swim. can u believe it? mC being rajin~ >.< gotto start a healthy lifestyle d. getting fatter, don't wanna just sit infront of the comp day n night!

P/S: to christopher and johnny, if u guys are reading this, pls come home soon. aishah wants her sunblock lotion back and me wants my straw hat! *wink* eheemmm... ben, those kambings are real! ENJOY THOSE PICS!

muaxx muaxx muaxx!
-mC-

patriotism

2007-05-25T12:24:00.000+08:00

i woke up patriotic today. yea, for no reason...just feel like it.

i started my day early. listened to the morning crew, JJ and Rudy on hitz.fm. they were really doing a very good job at promoting our country. they made it so fun n interesting. wanna know what i am talking bout? tune in to hitz.fm(92.9) from mon to fri, 9-10 am.. yesh, free publicity on my blog, esp for the dynamic duo, simply because they are good...damn good!

Malaysia is turning 50 this year, and i promise i will celebrate and make it big. not only that i will be promoting to my Malaysian and foreign friends to visit my country. sometimes there are small lil things that i am not happy about my own country, but no matter what, i will still love my country. yea, i do.

I know a lot of my Malaysian friends who always go traveling overseas. but they haven't even visited their own country yet. for an example, me... i love to go Thailand and wish to one day own a holiday home over there.. and i visit Thailand very frequent, but i, myself haven't been to Sabah and Sarawak. how sad.

I'm gonna take this holiday to go around and take picture of this beautiful land. and will post it up here... first destination will definitely be the place that they put up the ferris wheel for the Eye of Malaysia, Visit Malaysia year 2007. see la... i also dunno where is that place. im gonna find out and make an effort to go there. at the same time gonna practice my photography skills.

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right now i am home alone, and while i was lying on my big comfy bed, i was just thinking a lot of the things that happened in the past. i missed all the people that i met in my NS camp. really. some i couldn't even catch their name, and time past so darn fast. it makes me sad thinking bout it. it makes me cry. there are certain people that i would like to thanks, friends and trainers from the camp. i really have to thank them because they really guided me through the toughest times... 2 years have past now. i really really missed them. am crying while blogging actually. i wanna put all my feelings and emotion into words so i will remember this moment forever.

true friends...

i would like to dedicate this post to shaleen, angeline, nadiah, syafiq, yo, my character building class teacher and classmates, physical trainer, also not forgetting mr moorthy, mr sam, mr hafizz, cikgu pet, the camp sarjan and commandant, the KJ, the head of diceplinary teacher and the whole of Kem Temasya Rimba Templer trainer and trainees.

u guys really guide me through every morning, day after day till the three months is up. back then i wished time past quick but now i really want to stay with all of u again. for another 3years if possible. thank u again for keeping me safe from harm, the supernatural and when i was at my weakest point.

p/s: baby jas0n, i know you will not like the fact that i mentioned something that has happened in the past. pls dont misunderstand. i have no intention at all. just wanna say thanks only. =)

i am still alive,
michelle

mini cupcakes

2007-05-24T22:16:00.000+08:00

...... the happy part: mini cupcakes .....

c u p c A K E S

what a day! i spent the whole day baking. gosh... a little tired now.

Let me see, right now I'm sitting down comfortable in front of my adorable computer, waiting for my masque to dry, yes i just did a facial. while waiting, i am relaxing, munching on some cranberries, burnt some aroma therapy candle and blogging. how nice.

for the next whole month you are gonna hear about me bragging about my life. what to do. it has never been so good... *wink*

after looking at the cupcake blog fanshu gave me, my mouth has been watering ever since. couldn't 'tahan' la. i cant place an order because the minimum order is 49 pcs. donno why so weird one. i definitely can't finish all of them...

so i decided to bake, WTH? yesh, i made cupcakes and it did turn out right. well, urm.. have to admit la. it didn't turn out right at first. it was all burn n as hard as a rock. i rather eat the tar on the road!
the batch after that was all so perfect. thanks to my loyal kitchie helper, jas0n dear. he kinda like advice me what to do and not to do. we were both new at this but in the end, everything did turn out well. well, at least wasn't as disastrous as i thought it will be.

anyway, i had a blast making these mini cupcakes...and took loads of picture.

pretty isn't it. well, i am not so mean 1. i am gonna share my recipe here with u guys. will post it at the bottom of this post. remember to check it out.

..... the not so happy side of my story .....

i bake quite a lot of cupcakes. the main reason is to actually stare at those pretty little thing, but the other reason was also to share them with my bestfriends. we are supposed to meet up, have a gathering this saturday night. the plan was we are suppose to meet up for kajang satay. i thought of writing their names on it. surprise them a lil.

but... when i tried to call them just now, i couldn't get most of them. then i got thru to vimal's phone. so i was asking him to confirm saturday's date. he was kinda in a rush, bz and he said he can't make it. i ask him to confirm he was like a lil angry. im so sad now. wanna call naresh and michele, their line were engaged. called stef, but no answer. i am gonna try calling wendy, tina n ling after i wash off my masque. gosh... feel so lonely here.

most likely i am gonna eat my own cupcakes... =(
i guess its ok la... will just postpone this gathering, and will continue starring at those pretty little cupcakes. they make me happie.

here's the recipe, as promised. i tweaked the original recipe so now i call it my own. i gave it a name and it is called the "Happy, Mini and yet nice to look at Cupcake" by mC.

ingredients for the cupcake:-

* 2 1/2 cups all purpose flour
* 1 1/3 cups sugar
* 3 teaspoons baking powder
* 1/2 teaspoon salt
* 1/2 cup shortening
* 1 cup milk
* 1 teaspoon vanilla
* 2 large eggs

method:-

Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Line cupcake pans with paper liners.

Combine flour, sugar, baking powder, and salt in a large mixing bowl.

Add shortening, milk, and vanilla. Add eggs to the mixture. Beat for 1 minute on medium speed. Scrape bowl again. Beat on high speed for 1 minute 30 seconds until well mixed.

Spoon cupcake batter into paper liners until 1/2 to 2/3 full.

Bake for 20 to 25 minutes or until toothpick inserted in center comes out clean.

Cool 5 minutes in pans then remove and place on wire racks to cool completely.

Once cupcakes are completely cooled, frost with your favorite frosting recipe or decorate as you desire!

ingredients for the frosting:-

* 150g Butter - softened
* 250g Confectioners (icing) sugar
* 2 tsp hot water

method:-

Soften the butter with a wooden spoon, then add the icing sugar.

Add enough hot water to form a thick but spreadable mixture.

Add food colouring and spread on cooled cupcakes with mixture.

Enjoy the recipe, and don't limit urself. u can decorate those cupcakes with choc sprinkles, coloured stars, jujubes, jellybean or even some raspberry jam.

love,
mC

s.w.e.e.t.a.s.c.a.n.d.y.

2007-05-23T17:41:00.000+08:00

i am now blogging from a cyber cafe in PJ.

just had mamak, and now sitting on a big yellow comfy couch next to jas0n dear.

mmm, this is life...

hmmm, havent been to a cybercafe for quite some time now. u can find people at all ages here. gosh, some are very very under aged!

this is taken at murni... a mamak but looks like a chinese coffee shop >.<
food is good so is their service.
had roti hawaii with pineapple and mango juice special...
look! got watermelon and lychee in it!

anyway, just wanna update my bloggie. today is my final paper, was media production. kinda ok i guess, wanted to boycott my lecturer Mr Norman for not doing his sound essay but in the end i still did it. i guess its for my own good la. =.="

baby jas0n is so into the dotA game right now. wish i was as good as him. nvm nvm, this holiday will train myself up! *hik hak hik hak*

i realize stg, my blogger now can help me to auto-save my draft while i am blogging. not bad, not bad. i use to blog so damn long and then pc restart and lotsa nonsence like that la. now i dont even have to worry bout a single thing. cool...

i am just gonna put my mind off things and just enjoy this moment here. chilling out at this cozy and low yellow lighting cc. gotto go surf the web for some recipe now(kononnya wanna bake).

ok ok... today i just wanna bitch about some1, actually not really bitchin' la but just wanna teach a lesson to all of u out there who reads my blog.
this afternoon just before exam started, there is this girl who kinda talks to her friend bout me. i over heard the conversation and its not something bad. but knowing that she speaks like a loud speaker(she doesn't need a megaphone,trust me on this), she said my name out loud. she didn't know that i was around the corner. all her friends that saw me shush her big mouth up. she was so ashame and too shy to even look at my direction. hmm, i feel like if u have the balls to talk about someone's back, esp in public, you must be ready to bump into the some1 ur talking about. even if so, smile back la to cover up.
this girl here, was too chicken and didn't dare to look at me, which i find very rude.
it's ok la. i cant care much bout all these. it is they mouth and they wish to say what ever they like. i will just have to live with Wendy's life motto . . .FUCK IT. . .

ciao.

n.o.f.u.l.l.s.t.o.p.

2007-05-22T22:31:00.000+08:00

life so far has been treating me well.
a little cruel at times but over all, life's good.
it has been rolling non-stop for me, yeah.. non-stop.

at this moment in time i am very happy as i have save a few friendship by doing the right thing. isn't that a relief? well, that's one.
secondly is that my pet kambing, Christopher has gone on a holiday with Scha's pet goat, Johnny. She told me.
hopefully they enjoy themselves where ever they are.

I am still enjoying life pretty much although I am under a lot of stress.
I have my finals now. 4 papers down and 1 more to go.

Yesterday was a beautiful day. After my Digital Animation paper, i sat outside of the FOE building in campus, hanging out with some friends...
The morning was wonderful. Nice blue sky, fresh morning breeze.
Took some pictures.

Life might be hectic, and fast, especially for those who lives in the city.
I suggest that u take a break from what ever you are doing, just put a pause in life, enjoy the weather, the natural beauty of mother nature. and soon u will realize that it is much more beautiful than u think it is.

seems like i have to change the things to do for my coming holiday.
The original plan was to hibernate through out my holiday, but on second thought, i might wanna go to the beach for a picnic.

wish list : MacBook 13'' White, Intel Core 2 Duo, 2.16 GHz, 1GB of RAM, AirPort Extreme 802.11n, built in iSight and BlueTooth and 200GB hard drive. Ah what the heck, just gimme a G5! *drool*

~ Butterfly ~

2007-05-17T09:57:00.000+08:00

A butterfly.
Should it live or die?
As I hold its fragile body in my hand...

A gentle being,
Can’t scream as I tear off its wing
If I let go, where will it land?

I look at its colors,
Cheerful and happy,
Bright lines and stains…

And as I crush it,
Its beauty dissolves
Only my memory of it remains.

poem by : mr-caine

this poem is written by mr-caine, a deviantart artist. i came across it while i was looking for butterfly images and graphic for inspiration. i need to sketch it out before Sunday, so im doing my homework here.

i have been obsessed with butterflies since she left. I lie down on my bed and began to think bout how fragile life is. in life, we have choices. it is up to us on which path are we gonna take and what are we gonna do.

for me, i have never regretted on things that i have done, or the good and bad things that happened, simply because i believe that everything does happen for a reason. BUT, there is this thing in me that will never rest in peace. it would be a lie if i said that i have live so long without regrets.

.....i have regretted.
i have regretted on the things that i didn't do.

i cannot do anything to fix it but to learn from my past, and NEVER repeat history.

now there' nothing more that i can do, but to let the butterfly remind me of what happened and what i had learned from it.

hopefully one day my soul will be as free as the butterfly, bring me more colours and joy, and give me the balance of life.

i don't want to know the past of the butterfly, but i will accept it for what it is right now. because i have moved on.

love,
michelle

omg!

2007-05-14T21:41:00.000+08:00

I Got TAG~

2007-05-09T07:56:00.000+08:00

i got tagged by Ms Chin Pei Ling, obviously i think she thinks that i am weird thats why she tag me when it comes to answering stuff bout your-weird self! here's the tag:

"People who are tagged should write a blogpost of 6 weird things about them as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don’t forget to leave a comment that says ‘you are tagged’ in their comments and tell them to read your blog."

1. Creepy Crawlies
I am not afraid of bugs, roaches, lizards, spiders. Most girls will scream off their lungs when they see one. Is this weird enough?
fact bout mC: of course there are certain things that i am afraid of. no way im telling u! *blek*

2. Obsession and Confession
I have this thing for butts. yeap, backside/buttock or shall i say it in a better manner, "behind". don't get me wrong, not butt-hole ass or arsehole, but big butt. last time i use to check out guy's butt(i said USE TO!!!) now i got jas0n d, so no need to kap kap people's behind. i have to admit sometimes i do look at girls', esp if they have a nice one. I have another confession, i always pinch Chelsey's (my mini schauzher) bubu. hehe. i kesian her coz got no fingers to pinch me back.
fact bout mC: what does mC thinks bout jLo's butt? i only give her 4 out of 10!!! haha!!!

3. Sounds Weird but True
When i hiccup, i sound very weird. can't prove it here though. but its damn weird la! i think i deserve to win an Oscar for this. hopefully one day i will be able to make my way to HollyWeird.
facts bout this fact: jas0n loves it!

4. Talk About How Weird I Look!
I have this really weird hairstyle. Sometimes it curls, sometimes its straight, sometimes it curls and straighten.AND IT's PURPLE weird leh? oh yeah, according to my junior, Nathaniel says that i smile for no reason. smile at stranger but get stares in return or sometimes no one smiles back. so sad la. why got broccoli in my teeth?
facts bout mC: i don't have anything stuck between my teeth la >.<

5. I'm a Clean Freak
I tend to keep things organized and clean...but sometimes too much. especially my bed. i won't let people put things on it or sometimes sit on it! i cannot stay with ppl who are ~~dirrty~~ not clean...
fact bout this: i'm just a freak.

6. Sleeping
I cannot .... lemme repeat that cannot sleep with lights on!!! but one thing that i am sure is that i can sleep with loud music/sounds on. amazing eh. trying banging a gong in my ear, it wont wake me up. alarm, mat rempit ramming their bikes, children screaming, fire trucks... ouh, do what ever, it wont wake me up, just don't freaking turn the lights on!
fact about mC: most likely i will die in a fire.

6 friends that i wanna tag is FanShu, jas0n, nabila, rory, stef and jazlyn

Hell yeah, I'm added onto the list + pics

2007-05-05T00:35:00.000+08:00

~continuation from previous post ...

Check this out...
I'm added on their list. cOol Eh?
*jump jump*

~anyway .......

today was hell a long day for me. i went to campus and i had this presentation for my Media Production Video clip. my group had quite good comments from the lecturers but there are more rooms for improvements. anyway, screw that. later i submitted my MAyA project files. bye bye Yago (a 3D character on Maya), i don't ever wanna animate u. it's good to break up with u *wave wave*

Ahh, finally i got rid of Yago...
i have time to sms my friends d!

"Syiok sendiri" picture..
not really lah, my dad took it.
Smiling for daddy =)

~then ..............

after all those school stuff, baby jas0n and i went SHOPPING!!!!~ we went to Mid Valley for lunch and baby says that he wanna buy a jacket. we were all over scouting n looking for his jacket, but no luck instead i got myself a pair of ocean blue shoes from Vincci. I"M SO THE VERY THE HAPPIE!!!!!!!!!!!! besides that i bought an eyeliner from Silkygirl. Don't quite like that brand but what to do, its Ocean Blue too. damn cun la.

~so ...................

here is some pictures. how lovely!!!

picture taken in domino's pizza

oh my. will u look at those babes... so chio~

Gimme Your Stuff

2007-05-01T20:13:00.000+08:00

Things I would love :

Snacks/candies
Anything with butterfly on it (not real one though)
I like green
Accessories
Craft and Design Magazines
Souvenirs from your country
Crafts (eg: glitters, ribbon, beads, cloth...) Decos, and Artistic stuff (i'm a design student)
Clothings (im size M/L)
Beauty/cosmetic stuffs - Lipbalms and lipglosses, i love them!!
Bags - totes and colorful bags
anything COLOURFUL!!!!
unique and weird stuff (can opener or ur mom's dress)
surprise me, will you?!

Things I offer :

BIG BIG SURPRISES!!! ( i promise)

While i was surfing the net, i came to this webbie and it caught my attention. it was so cool!!! i couldn't resist and here i am creating a post to participate. if u are wondering what the heck am i talking bout, pls visit http://gimmeyourstuff.blogspot.com/

it is basically a blog for u to trade stuff with people from all the way across the globe. its like exchanging culture and interest i would say. try it guys... it's fun.

mango tango

2007-04-19T21:01:00.000+08:00

i am stressed out! i don't know which nail colour should i apply. i have tried nude, orange and even black.

oh oh...i know *picks up a bottle of L'oreal Mango Mango 237*, bitchy pink. yeap, this is a really nice colour...really bitchy!

As Time Over Laps

2007-04-18T20:07:00.000+08:00

its really painful to wake up from a sleep when u don't know which day u woke up on and what time it is. on top of that, you have got no one to go to. i had a really bad dream which i couldn't wake up from. it hurts, i have tried so hard to wake up from these dreams, but i guess I'm just not strong enough. some trainers of mine warn me about sleeping in the evening. it has gotto do with some supernatural and time over lappings between 2 different world.

pretty ugly big 20

2007-04-16T21:28:00.000+08:00

today is my big day. i need botox!~
oh crap, im old. i can see frown lines and wrinkles on my forehead!!!
*panic panic*

this year's b'day was rather quiet. had only 1 celebration, with my family that is.
dad got me my fav banana choc cake frm secret recipe. i was so happy and i drank so much wine(im legal) till i was a lil tipsy. that is why i couldn't blog any earlier. its unbelievable that i am 20 now. no more a teen. basically i am not a girl not yet a woman. im just in between u know, a young lady. *wink*

i didn't celebrate with friends and all, a lil quiet i would say. kinda miss the noise and fun i used to have on my birthdays. when i was in NS camp, i had 3 birthday surprises from 3 different group of friends. ain't it cool... although this year was a lil quiet, i wasn't lonely, in fact i had a very big dinner with my family on the eve of my birthday and a romantic dinner with my hunny bunny baby boo in an Italian restaurant having our all time fav Rotelle Fantasia". its really good! *slurp*

this post here is dedicated to those who remembered me birthday. although u guys couldn't be here to celebrate with me, but u ppl never failed to make me smile by sending me a simple SMS or a call. u guys really touched me, yeap, right here *points at heart*...
i actually wrote down a list of names, but im not gonna put them up here, because i lost count. >.< thank u guys, for cheering me up. some of my long lost friends actually called me up. what a surprise!!!

thank u once again for the great n wonderful gifts and dinner. i love it so much.
at least u guys make me happie being 20 and gave me a reason to live!!!

bye bye teenage years and hello world!

daddy could not stop telling me that i grew up so fast n he just cant accept the fact that im already a big gurl. daddy, don't u worry, i will always be my daddy's little girl.

look what kong jien sent me?! i'm only 20!
anyway very nice, appreciate it.. (images are clickable)
are u still in singapore? u better be if i catch u here, im gonna go after u. =)

can u see what it says on th label? its CHOCO MELT LIP BALM from stefie!!!
Love it so so much!!!!
its chocolate for crying out loud!

*note : thank u fanshu for the special birthday post on your blog! http://chaisinyee.blogspot.com/2007/04/happy-birthday-mc.html

sorry for the small font...u gotto squint ur eyes while reading this, i seriously have no idea how to fix this!

am i a MAN? or a freak?

2007-04-09T22:03:00.000+08:00

i just came back from dinner with Stef. We went to the clubhouse behind the townhouse that we are staying. I had a carbonara, and i think that it the best place you can find good western food in Cyberjaya.

anyway, back to the title of this post. i don't think so im a normal teenage gurl anymore. i mean besides turning 20 this month. i was chatting with Stef via skype and i realize that i no longer know how to shop!

[9:09:16 PM] stephie says: lets go shopping!!!

[9:11:27 PM] Michelle says: i wana buy heels but now vincci got no nice shoes
[9:15:34 PM] Michelle says: i went to mid v last week, then i go klcc, then sg wang,
then one u.... in 1 day... oh n low yat too but i didn't buy anything!!!!!!
[9:15:45 PM] Michelle says: can u fcking believe it?

[9:15:51 PM] stephie says: huh?

[9:15:53 PM] Michelle says: i no longer remember how to shop

[9:15:54 PM] stephie says: serious?

[9:16:00 PM] Michelle says: freaking serious
[9:16:20 PM] Michelle says: i couldnt get anything i like

[9:16:25 PM] stephie says: so now i slowly train back
[9:16:28 PM] stephie says: warming up

[9:16:30 PM] Michelle says: train?!!!
[9:16:35 PM] Michelle says: wtf
[9:16:36 PM] Michelle says: hahaha

[9:16:40 PM] stephie says: so i beli 3 bras dulu, next stop is new shoes!!
den is a bag, den 2 pairs of jeans, den later clothes.
[9:16:41 PM] stephie says: wakakakaka

[9:17:23 PM] Michelle says: u gotto teach me la
[9:17:31 PM] Michelle says: *kneels down to sifu*
[9:19:45 PM] Michelle says: rite now im saving alot so in the end of this year im gonna get new camera, M2card, new phone, new i MAC, and a PSP!
[9:19:58 PM] Michelle says: im into gadgets, i dunno why?
[9:20:05 PM] Michelle says: i forgot how to dress up n shop.
[9:24:44 PM] Michelle says: dun tel me im changing into a MAN!

[9:24:49 PM] stephie says: feel like din make good use of the $
[9:25:00 PM] stephie says: guys oso like to shop wat

[9:25:07 PM] Michelle says: sei la
[9:25:10 PM] Michelle says: im aGUA!

[9:25:17 PM] stephie says: aqua more la

[9:25:27 PM] Michelle says: alamak
[9:25:31 PM] Michelle says: im not human d?

i told baby jas0n bout our conversation and he teased me!!! so notty. On top of that he quoted this :-

You no longer want earrings and small cute cute stuff... you want the big guns now eh~?
You want to go where no girl has gone before... *ahem* you got money meh?

>.< !!!

:wub:

2007-04-07T22:56:00.000+08:00

my baby got me a nail art set for me!!! so sweet of him! yeap yeap...nice nice nice!
see what i did, instead of using it on my nails i decorate my precious SE z610i... irresistable!

The 7th Splash - MMU Swim CLub

2007-04-04T14:27:00.000+08:00

i know its a'lil too late to blog this, but i still WANT to! its my blog and i will type n post what ever i want to!

anyway here are SOME pictures taken from the swimming carnival last sat and sun.
it is by far the biggest event swim club organize. this year is the 7th yr swim club is doing this, and therefore there is a theme. it is called The 7th Splash. cool eh? i am part of the hi com and i feel a little disappointed because there are a lot of collages and universities who cant make it due to mid terms and all. there were hiccups here and there but never mind that, what matter most is that i had a blast!

a tough fight between MMU and Inti in Bukit Jalil National Aquatic Pool

water polo event between MMU and Help. MMU got 2nd place. so sad, but im still proud to say that the water polo team was good

the first guy: chee way and the second guy: winston
preparing to go scuba diving =)
i register myself for the second time and it was as fun as the first
the instructor actually took a pic of us underwater... coolio~~~

me and dj slade

Dj buds and Dj Slade
u guys were awesome!

me posing for the camera
i did not forget my pants! but was getting ready to swim and dive.

it was a very tiring weekend but i really enjoyed myself. i even did a dive on the diving board. was s high and scary. gosh...
anyway i hope to post more pictures here. so stay tune! =)

moRe fReeBieessssss~

2007-04-01T20:43:00.000+08:00

last week hitz.fm cruisers was in MMU campus AGAIN! yesh...

baby and i grab so many freebies... and baby won so many prizes. he is really outspoken. he won a cd again, a cap and some cute cute stuff toy for ME (hehe~). The last time he got movie tix, and the malaysian top hits CD. cool eh? i onli got some cute stuff and lotsa magazines... -.-

Lazy lazy morning

2007-03-24T10:37:00.000+08:00

the weather this morning is very cool and refreshing. it makes me feel so lazy to move my ass to do my work. i'm alone now. everyone went to thailand yesterday, yeap, their monthly trip.
i couldn't go because i have a pile (a big pile) of homework left to be done.

sheehs... my life has been quite misserable for this semester. i can hardly stay alive, i wonder how am i gonna go through my final year of study in MMU. most of us in FCM, hasn't been geting any sleep for this past 3 weeks. things are crazy over here. I am so tempted to drop some subjects because i'm afraid that could not cope. but then again, why everyone else can do it but i cant??? i've decided to stay strong, struggle and enjoy this sem. yeah baby~~~ :D

i am gonna do that.

so many things happen lately... i dont know where to start. all i know is that i am very stressed up in school but i'm beginning to love it. last week i had to do some screen test (for my video clip for Reshmonu) with my Media Production group members under the rain. our effort was paid off because the lecturers loooove our idea very much and they said that it was different than other group... =)

besides that, my website dateline has been extended, and i was so happy that i tore my denim skirt. |fuh yooo| i also cant believe it. so much for now. will update my Media Production pics...and hopefully the storyboard.

stephanie is her name

2007-03-21T19:44:00.000+08:00

she has been wonderful to me...
i cannot think of a time when i need her and she can't be there for me.
she was there when i had my first crush in high school right up to when i got a bf in university.
she was there.

i couldn't believe this.... i have taken so many pics with her...even more than i have with my childhood friend!

P/S : I LOVE U STEPH!

bad hair CUT~

2007-03-19T16:54:00.000+08:00

I went to a saloon at Sg. Wang with my baby yesterday. Had a very very bad haircut, yeap... the both of us and mind u, its not cheap, cost rm 80 bucks!!!

look at us... tsk tsk tsk~

that lala guy at the shop actually straighten my hair.. hate it so much! but what the heck, i still wana smile to the camera, vain bitch.

toot~~~ never never wana go back there

**** man... will never ever go back to that place again *shows tongue* blekk~~~

make sad sad face

i'm so doomed... prom is in a month time!!! *panic* wish i had hair tonic that will make my hair grow longer...back to how it was. regret..... ='(

drowning

2007-03-16T11:23:00.000+08:00

Haven't got enough of sleep for days, working on my Maya modeling, it seems like its never ending. I have given up many times, but an angel just picks me up every time i fall.
The fall is painful, but it doesn't really matter to me, cause i am ~~dumb~~ numb.

God has been very kind to me and he watches me very closely. He has sent me his greatest creation, his dear Angel, on the wings of love... to protect me.

time for some pics, baby!

2007-03-07T14:35:00.000+08:00

i finally have time to do a lil editing of the pics i took a month ago. was so busy with my assignments. what to do...this is my final semester for beta year...need to get into deans list n hopefully my dad will buy me a mini cooper. >.<

la~ here it goes...

this is the 3rd day of CNY... had a small open house n also celebrate wendy n stef's 20th b'day.
I had so much fun n enjoyed myself on that day, thank u to those who made it there n hope to see u guys again next year.

These pics below are the pics taken during stef's surprise b'day dinner. lucky gurl, celebrate so many times. =)

birthday gurl with her cute cake

look at sCha, sho looks high!!! cute... *cubit!!*

** click on pic to get a larger view.

bangs head against the wall

2007-03-06T01:32:00.000+08:00

*yawn*

i haven't been updating my blog recently.

there's not much to update, just that i have just pierce my ears...after so many years...
i almost chicken out coz i forgot what it feels like... im afraid of the pain.

last time, i use to have 12 piercing but rite now it has gone down to 8 only. my bestfriends and i were like so crazy over piercing. i think its the PAIN factor that keeps us going =)

i think my dad is very cool. he has been buying gadgets n all lately n he is damn pro in photography. my dad is getting a PSP for heaven's sake!!!!

anyway, i really respect him as he is really into what he likes...meaning he will pick up a hobby n then master it. i have to give my dad credit for being the most creative man, i ever know. i always wanted to be like him (minus the beard n big belly). he is like my idol. i admire him. he deserve the BEST DAD awards!!!! *hugs* i love u daddy!

btw, my boyfriend hit a BMW while reversing today and he is very proud and happie bout it. he's ok, his car too... i just dont get it why is he so happy? maybe its a BMW kot? >.<

yummy

2007-02-28T08:33:00.000+08:00

ho ho ho~

i finally had my first MANDARIN ORANGE after 10 days of Chinese New Year!!!

wee~~~~~

Luster Black

2007-02-26T02:06:00.000+08:00

its 2.07am... and i am feeling wide awake! i got use to sleeping late n rising late during the holidays. well, what to do, have to adjust my sleeping time again... on second thought, nah, i will just live like a typical FCMer.

i got myself a new phone today, urm i mean yesterday... and my baby got his new K610i...very good deal coz it comes with free PORN! sheehs... lucky fella...

mine is a Luster Black SE Z610i phone. its AP set. yeap...i wana emphasized on that! AP SET, I SAID. Don't ask me bout the process of me getting this phone. it makes me angry!!!! VERY ANGRY!!!!

some people are just plain rude and some are just living in their own world. i want to be successful and one day can afford to buy myself an original set of phone...and loads of LV bags!!! and also give shelter to 10,000 homeless kids, share with the needy, and get a big big harley davidson for my daddy =)

I WANT TO MAKE A CHANGE!

p/s: kinda pissed that my phone doesn't come with porn. Goodness gracious me, I'M JOKING!!!!

day filled with love!

2007-02-20T22:26:00.000+08:00

what a day.

i started my 3rd day of CNY at 4am. didn't get much sleep last night, and the night before and the night before! @_@
i had to clean the hse, do this and do that. go visiting here n there. gosh, it isn't really a break for me, every festive season, esp Chinese New Year. surely there are things for me to do.

today i am very very happy. i had hosted a gathering at my place like every other year, but this year is better than the previous ones. its just getting better. i had so much fun and i am really happy. i don't know how to express myself in words but i surely am HAPPY!

hmm, let me give u some updates. things are smooth sailing for me and jas0n's family. i have been joining them for breakfast lunch and dinner. his family really made me so welcome and so at home. i feel like i am part of the family. i am very grateful that they can accept me and yes, my parents too can accept jas0n.
other than that, i am very glad that my close friends are still the same. well, they have change physically but not their attitude. we are still able to get along very well, and laugh our asses off on lame lame jokes. =) no one can understand how i feel right now. i just feel like crying =')

*tears of joy rolling down my cheeks*

my life has been wonderful. i am blessed with joy and laughter, and most importantly Love.

i will not trade this life of mind with anything else. never...

...and to all that came to my house today, thank u very much and i appreciate it alot. thank u!
i hope to see u guys again next year, same time and same day at the same place!!!

happeeee chinese new yeAr and hapie holiday! ^^,

** this post is out to wendy, my bestfriend who just turned 20. HAPPIE BiRTHDAY!!!

V for Valentines

2007-02-15T17:29:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling so groggy rite now. slept for the whole afternoon.

*munching cookies and drinking milk*
I am actually eating cookies and milk. Can u believe it and now my mouth taste like milk, MILK for haven sake. Eeewww~~~ I've got no choice, i am hungry.

I have a very very curious question...What is Valentines to u?
To me Valentines day is just a day filled with flowers and chocolate, new couples and heartbreak, joy and also tears. I know certain couples who actually celebrate Valentines just because other ppl are doing it. They get gift for their partners like teddies, chocolate, flowers, rings and get done with it.

I also know the other type of couple, who don't go with the rest. not to say that they wont be celebrating this very special day, but just that they do not take things for granted, and celebrate each and everyday like Valentines day.

Thank God that my bf is a very understanding and sensitive guy. He does not take me for granted and never failed to give me surprises on normal ordinary day.

My valentines this year was fun, although i had gone through shit earlier of the day. Yesterday, on valentines, i had class from 9-6 pm. that is like one full day. then after that i had meeting with my Media Production crew. Meeting lasted till almost 9pm, and i still haven't had dinner yet. that sucks rite? anyway after that my baby and i took a slow drive to the city coz we wanted to spend some quality time alone... we chatted and laugh in the car and it feels good. for whatever shit i have gone through for the day is so freaking worth it! we then went for steamboat at Mutiara Damansara. Later on, my baby and i drop by at Tina's because she invited us over. and so we hang out and play so many games through out the night till the very next morning. and from Tina's place baby jas0n and I went to class straight away...

yea...that explains why am i so groggy rite? >. HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! and to those who are celebrating it alone, worry not, u'll have the chance. to my friend fanshu, who is reading this, i hope u wont feel lonely( i just read ur blog =) ). cheer up!

note: thanx hunny for the pretty BUTTERFLY anklet!

man full of surprises

2007-02-08T02:43:00.000+08:00

yesterday feels like "just because i love u day". baby jas0n came in the middle of my Design Process class and gave me a very big "Patrick Star" plushie. i was so surprised and was blushing throughout the whole class. my classmates and lecturers were all laughing at me, but I am still proud and very happy of it. its just a lil shy. ^^,

some of my friends ask me whether is it not a valentines gift from my dearie. i told them not, bcause baby jas0n is not a typical guy who only give gifts during an occasion or when there is stg to celebrate. he gives me lotsa surprises everyday...yesh i mean it, every single day! =) no one knows how special and nice u are, and they never will. but i know...i do..

thanx hunny, and i love u.

"love don't need a reason" - jas0n aw

MicheLLLe

2007-02-01T23:43:00.000+08:00

A day out with Michele (with 1 "L" - mine is double "L" as in Michelle)

one of my bestfriends. cool chick. lovely and bitchy. had 2 tattoos. fun. sweet. manja. angelic. sean paul fan. lotsa admirers, but damn picky. still available... and i love her.

I'm Coming (back to skool, hell yeah!)

2007-01-29T09:01:00.000+08:00

here i am again, im Cyberia, blogging. yeap, u've guess it right, school's starting. was busy last night till i have no time to blog n edit those pics that i've took during this holiday. i have just reformatted uncle nut kraker and i brought him to campus instead. and thus, i don't have photoshop yet, so i cant do photo editing. michael is fine, if u guys were wondering. i just want him to stay at home with my new lovely table i bought. tee hee~

I wana make full use of this whole week well. must not slack and procrastinate~ i gotto juggle my time as i am taking 6 subjucts this sem!!! --hectic.
I think i had enough of fun n now i have to concerntrate on my studies again. last saturday i went to the bukit jalil stadium to watch RAIN's world tour with my bestfriend, Wendy. it was fanta-bulous <-- learn this word from a blonde! >.< it was really great and worth paying for. got nice seating, nice show n nice supper after that.

I have not uploaded the pics i took with MM and Wendy, during the hols. and my old skool's pic too~ gosh HillStreet changed so much.

RAIN's Coming, and I'm Going ^^,

2007-01-28T11:49:00.000+08:00

Went to Rain's World Tour concert in Bukit Jalil on 27th Jan with Wendy. Didn't have much time to edit the pic and upload them, finally i have time to do so.

The concert was crazily good n it was so so COOL!

tixs to the concert...hell yeah!

the crowd : before and after (over 10,000 fans showed up!) yeah, was Crazee!

the backdrop and stage design was super duper extremely good! very creative and the korean technology are getting better. inspired me alot!

when Rain rap and dance.

this was the part that i have been waiting for. the rain!

yeap, thats me and wendy!!

Paper Cut

2007-01-24T15:24:00.000+08:00

here i am, blogging in the office. urgh, my eyes are so tired and it feels like its gonna pop out. this few days i was down with fever, it keeps coming on n off. i think im gonna die.

im now working at my mom's office as a temp staff at the human resource dept here in Alstom (Menara Genting). basically i do alot of paper works, read letters and resume, sort out e-mails and calls the managing directors here. this job is so boring. but the directors here are so nice, they are not "sombong". thats the good thing bout small companies.

right after SPM, i've work at Telelink, in Menara Maxis my dad's office, the ppl there are very LC (lan-c)<--not a good word... they all think that they are so high class n all. sheehs.. i am taking a break from my job, for a while....hehe... and i did lotsa thinking. yeap... i mean ALOT! first of all i was thinking of the course that i'm taking right now in MMU. i have no regrets, seriously. i LOVE what i am doin, very much!!!! do u know everytime when i get my hands on a pen or a paper, the first thing i do was doodling. i scrible and draw nonsence. gosh, i am such a typical FCMer.

i wonder my coursemates do the same o not? i can picture myself as a designer, i think i would really appreciatte n love my job more, comparing to what i am doing right now, data entry, paper works, payroll, and bla bla bla.

i cant wait for school to resume. i got my result and i improve from last sem. i am satisfy, but i will not stop here. i promise...

a year filled with love!

2007-01-23T16:25:00.003+08:00

happie 1 year anniversary baby jas0n...

love,
baby mC

**22 january 2006**

r.a.n.d.o.m

2007-01-20T17:33:00.000+08:00

1. couple tee
2. my fav bag!

3. jas0n dear loves me

4.new year's resolution
5.butterfly (pink and purple)
6.green grass
7.got wendy Rain tix (she is happie)
8.need to have a private talk with moo moo(iris)
9.new hair saloon
10.life is good
11.miss peiling,vimal and tina
12.MM is going to have a new tattoo
13.funny comic
14.work work work
15.i love my brother
16.kitty kat
17.hamster
18.hates FISH
19.double A paper (in a can and small carton)
20.im turning 20 @_@
21.business minded
22.Johor flood (lend a helping hand)

23.call cikgu Hafizz(NS)

24.french manicure by artist: jas0n

25.let this be the messiest post around coz its just so random!

26.kuku bird suicide

27. i just wana win the "MESSIEST BLOG 2007" title.

gone but not forgotten

2007-01-09T17:01:00.000+08:00

mummy,
why didn't you wit for me, just for a little while,
I am on my way,
I want to tell you how much I Love You,
Like what I have to say.

I am sorry, mummy,
I'm late.
I know it is too selfish to ask,
but why can't you wait?
I am down on my knees now crying,
Mummy, please don't leave.

Why are you leaving me so fast?
Losing you it's like a nightmare,
A nightmare that wouldn't end,
Now, I wouldn't dream, I wouldn't dare.

I never know what PAIN is like untill I've lost you,
I barely survive these lonely nights, without having you by my side.

I am truely sorry for what I have done,
and I promise I'll never be late,
When we meet,
at the heavenly gate.

What I can do now is just pray, and wait till the day,
we meet again.

**in the sweetest memories of Judy (17th July 1960 - 31st January 1998)

its been almost 9 years now...

Happy New Year 2007

2007-01-03T10:20:00.000+08:00

before i start, lemme bid 2006 good bye*wave wave* and welcome the big 2007 here...*clap clap, hug hug*

it's the 3rd of January 2007, and i'm just posting up a New Year post. how sad >.<

this new year, my friends and i wanted to go for countdown but then just by thinking of the crowd in sg wang freaks us out. its pack and full of pick pokets and molesters, so we decided to celebrate at naresh's hse. his dad offered us chivas.

anyway, new year in 2007 was a lil quiet compared to the last new year. i hope things will get better this year for me and everyone else around the globe, and will b praying very hard for world peace. its so sad to read news on the paper about floods in Johor and earth quake here and there. ppl are loosing their home and loved ones. if u happen to have any extra spare change or unused items, hopefully u'll donate it to the needy instead ofkeeping it at home.

i saw this advertisement on tv, and i really liked it. the tag line was "perhaps this year it'll be less of ourselves but more about others".
i've started to give, have u?

for this year's resolution there is a few things i wana achive. here are some of a few things. such as signing up as an organ donor, get a tattoo for my 20th burfday(dad promised me!!!!), give more blood, and change my attitude, for better. there are much more i wanna do, but i cant list all of them here, so i'm just gonna keep it to myself for now.

to whom is reading this rite now, i wana wish u a blessed and happy and healthy new year.

finally @ the beach!

2006-12-28T00:13:00.000+08:00

we both havent been on a vacation for quite sometime, well, to be exact, the last time we both went out for a holiday was almost one year ago, to Malacca. this time after submission we took a slow drive down to PD. of course we went to Tanjung Tuan. the beach is cleaner there. i know wat ur thinking... "PD? dirty and oily polluted sea water?" haha...
if i go to PD there's only 2 spots i'll go, it's either tanjung tuan or the spot near Ilham resort. it's private and they take good care of that place.

anyway we took billions and gazillons of pics... yeah, i know, we're vain. =.="

Orange Sorbet

2006-12-21T10:24:00.000+08:00

im sure u gonna laugh till ur teeth fall off when u see these pics. i guess its every gurls' dream to camwhore in the changing room with their friends. this is just a short camwhoring session and we all had so much fun, now i know why gurls do this. ^^,

after looking at this pic i feel so bitchy and "double L wana be"!! haha... who cares! >.<

Draw a House - Personality test

2006-12-21T00:42:00.000+08:00

Based on the drawing and the 10 answers they gave this is a summary of their personality:
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes.

When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

michelle says: "i think this is only 70% accurate. till this very day i still cant find an accurate personality test. everything is quite true bout me, except for the part which says that i shut myself off. i am a very expressive person and will express my feelings and emotions in the best way i can. and i love doing it. =)
another one would be me, being a leader. i can be a leader but its not always smooth sailing for me. im often taken advantage of."

where are the rest of the wira and wirawati?! --big big blast!--

2006-12-15T17:21:00.000+08:00

5 hours away to my flight to thailand, and here i am blogging and photoshoping...

nothing much tho, just wana update me blog a lil. yesterday i went mid valley for gathering with my NS buddies. Some of them did not turn up but most of them did. meet some new friends like Kenneth(suzhen's bf) and Nabilah(shaleen's crazeeeeeeeeeee gurlfriend). surprisingly there were so many ppl. i was only expecting shaleen and sharon., but then, nadia, fadli, ju, suzhen, kenneth, nabilah and traver were there! it was such a blast last night. we hang out in mid v till the place close down. we cam whore all the way...even the guys joined us.

wheee~~ was really great! haven't had so much fun in a very long time. we chat and cam whore, and chatted again, and syiok sendiri again! took so much picture and block the traffic in mid v. bet those ppl there yesterday were cursing bout us!

so many things happen in that few hours. it feels like forever...
shaleen, nabilah and i were outta our mind, we actually went on the main stage in the center court and got ourselves kick out from that stage by a security guard. haha! tak malu punya pea-ple! =)

ex wira and wirawati from Kem Temasya Rimba kump2/siri2

gosh, really miss them now.

signing off,
-wirawati mC-

i love u guys!

2006-12-11T16:46:00.000+08:00

left: Wong, Michele (MM), Michelle (mC), Vimal, Tina, Faiz, Stef, Naresh
missing : Wendy and Pei Ling

last weekend, i had a gathering with my old school buddies in one utama. really miss them alot. almost everyone turned up except for Wendy and Ling. Wendy has gotto work and Ling has to attend church. It's so hard just to get everyone to attend a gathering. Gosh...

the feeling of hanging out with them is just so nice. really brings back good ol' memories. we had lunch together at sri melaka and we made lotsa noise and chat and made more noise!!!

then we played pool together. michele and tina was so good at it. i wonder if they had a pool table at home. they play like a pro. beginners like me kena buli teruk teruk-lah...what else.

>.<

tat nite and had a catch up session. telling each other stories and all. things like these never grow old for me. i still enjoy doing it with y bestfriends till now. wish wendy and ling could join us. i think the next gathering will be near new year in Sunway lagoon. hopefully this time every1 can make it. time pass really fast, in a blink of an eye we might be old and some might leave us..for all u know i will not be here anymore. gotto cherish these moments...

four hot chicks running away from paparazi... hehe!

**may the bond of our friendship grow stronger each day**

PC fair by PIKOM (1st Dec 06)

2006-12-03T15:00:00.000+08:00

went PC fair with baby jas0n last friday after class. u know something funny happen on that day...
allow me to share...

During Malaysian Study class, my baby jas0n was telling me that he wasn't feeling well, and he started sniffing and sniffing, then telling me that he is gonna get flu and he felt a slight fever. i was worried and dunno what to do, so he said he had to go to the toilet and i said ok, since i cant do anything t help him feel better. he went to toi toi for so long... (i wonder what he do in there?)... After our Malaysian Study class, he was kinda like excited. i took a good look at him and he was smilling away. he held my hand and said, "come let's go"...i was like? lets go where?
oh, rupa-rupanya got PC FAIR today!!! aiyaa...i totally forgot. he was like so excited jumpy jumpy and all up for it. i was like =.=" ... GUYS....

tsk tsk tsk...so we went PC fair. we left Cheras around 4 and reach there about 5 stg like that. was phreaking jam. cars everywhere and was raining too. got stuck for sometime. Even the KLCC parking was full. can u believe it? gosh, i felt so restless in the car... so near yet so far. In the end, baby jas0n and i took monorail then LRT to KLCC.

this PC Fair was less happening compared to the last. i thin because its a friday...
we went thru hall 1 till hall 5, and so happen at that time they were having this competition. we have to wear a reindeer hairband and get spotted and we will get a chance to win an iPod and some stupid gift. i have to say that baby jas0n is super sporting boyfriend. he is crazy enough to wear the reindeer band with me. i've seen couples who 1 of them refuse to put that thing on. it takes a lot of guts to wear that. i feel like we are one happening couple!!! of course, knowing that we both are so vain, we took pictures!!! =)

look at my balloon!!! nice o not?

was walking around till my back breaks. both of us tak sampai hati wana go till my dad start calling. we were lepaking till 9 pm and both of us still havent take our dinner. *respect*
both of us got quite a good deal from the PC fair. we got a couple pendrive, hehe. we got ouselves the new PenDrive nano, and i got the appple scented tutti frutty Penskin.

dear dear also got himself a super duper big and heavy speakers by Edifier. damn syiok la. altho i didnt get to buy my webcam and harddisk i still feel very puas d. i learn alot from baby jas0n. he tought me lotsa stuff. he is cool.

really had fun at the fair, esp with my baby.
=3

Stains of Tears on My Face

2006-11-29T21:59:00.000+08:00

i think im never perfect enough for u.

Meaning of FRIEND

2006-11-13T19:26:00.000+08:00

"Remember that no one cares about you, they only care when you have something they want." (money, fame, profession skills, ideas, etc) " -- enigmationX (www.enigmationx.blogspot.com)

everything turns out very cold when i finally realized it. iris is phucking true!

what i have discover this week... is that friends are divided into 2 parts.

P-FRIEND and TRUE FRIENDS.

okok, let me elaborate about P-Friends first...

P-Friend |fŭktA:d-frɛnd| (noun) offensive slang senses

-- they are there most of the time. when ur happie or sad. sometimes they can go pretty crazy and wild with u. thay are infact, quite fun ppl to hang out with. but when majority voice out about things that they are not satisfied with u, they will not help to back u up, instead will go with the majority. in the end u will feel burnt, crashed and desiccated. and this, i would call, BETRAYAL. this type of friends can be found and can be made in a very short period of time. commoner. (no prob if ur looking for 1. i have many to introduce to u.)

now, TRUE FRIENDS...

TRUE FRIEND |truː-frɛnd| (noun) , (plural friends) rare

-- very straight forward. corrects u when u are wrong. might hurt u by doing so, but the intention is always right. may fight and argue quite often. will learn and relationship will grow stronger after every misunderstanding. never fail to be there for u. will listen although he/she fails to advice.lets you sleep on her bed. accompany u when u are scared. buys lip gloss for u (hehe!). rare. very rare.

love.
-girl with only a few true friends-

Ma' new pair of shoes!

2006-11-04T14:10:00.000+08:00

I enjoyed this holiday very much, but sadly its gonna end already.
I feel like this holiday i did much more stuff than the last. Was actually busy planning for something, did some data entry, woke up really earli to have bfast with dad and went market with grandma n mom alot =.=

Other than that, i bought a plain white canvas shoe (jazz, hi-cut) and started painting. i've finally finish the shoe yesterday. wana see?

The pic above was taken when i started drawing 15% of the shoe.

this is the complete 1

i totally suck at tying shoelaces. someone gimme a lesson on tying shoelaces!!! i need help! >.<

can u see the butterfly? it's 3D. cool huh?

actually i bought some 3D stars... small stars that is. i dunno wana add in or not? i scared it will look horrible. it looks horrible enuff. gosh, i really dunno. hopully u guys can gimme some feedback, so i can improve my shoes. leave me some comments ok? muaxx!

p/s: urm, don't ask why both sides are different? i just wana be different. i'm weird.

love,
-michelle-

clear blue sky

2006-11-03T10:56:00.000+08:00

im lucky,
i am alive here till this very day to b able to pop my head out the window,
and feel the cool morning breeze.

finally its over,
no more grey dull sky, no more haze.

today the clouds are prettier than yesterday.
tho its less fluffier but its very soft.
could almost fall into a deep slumber while looking at it.

Clouds are fluffy and soft,
Like a pillow,
Also squishy and smooth,
Like a marhmallow.

Clouds can also form, very big and prestigious painting in the sky.

i guess i'm gonna stare at the sky all day.

purple headed freak

2006-10-29T20:08:00.000+08:00

he invited me over for dinner.
i agreed in less then a split second. making it sound like im so cool.
as if i was totally ok.

deep, deep down, im nervous.
wonder what to talk about.
im worried.... i cant even hold my fork and spoon properly.
im scared.... that i might say things that will make me look stoopid.

i got butterflies in my tummy. my head is spinning.
got no clue what to wear or how to impress.

its a big thing for me as i really love him. hopefully i wont screw up. and i really wish they will accept me.

i suddenly forgot who i really am

lost.

Di Pintu Syurga

2006-10-25T11:22:00.000+08:00

Sekukuh mana ikrar kasih kita
Setebal mana masih ada sempadannya
Akan tiba nanti... harus ditempuhi
Ada daya kita melawan masa
Takdirnya... takdirnya dunia hanya sementara
Walau begitu cinta suci untuk selamanya
Ini realiti... hilang tak terganti
Namun ku tahu aku akhirnya kembali bersatu

Andai daku pergi sebelummu
Kenangkanlah ku selalu didalam doamu
Kaulah cinta pertama dan terakhir untukku
Ku berjanji kan menantimu
Setia menunggu di pintu syurga

Di sana... di sana menati gemilang cinta
Jadi lenyapkanlah titisan airmata
Tabahkanlah hati... mengharungi hari
Abadikanlah saat indah... kita kan tetap bersama

will be waiting

sacrifices

2006-10-23T20:16:00.000+08:00

im back!

fuh, what a long journey it has been.
right now i'm kinda missing my grandma, although when i was with her she restrict me to do almost anything. i was really living like a princess over there. she wont even let me bring my cup to the sink in the kitchen. gosh...

i miss her story telling time before bed. i miss all the funny stories she shared with me bout my mom. actually i realized this is no ordinary trip to singapore, she wants to keep me "updated". thats what.

oh well, i finally get to spent time with her and she is happy now.

yesterday was my baby's birthday and also our 9th month anni. i think i have dissapointed him coz i did not celebrate with him. but i sure made it up to him today. miss him like crazy.

you know, i had the weirdest dream ever. i dreamt of many friends, whether new found friends or really old time buddy. really really missed them.
i planned to call up a small gathering this wednesday for my buddies. i hope they can all make it. i've talk to wendy and she said she'll be there, but i'm not sure bout the rest. im afraid that ling and mm has classes and vimal has exams. steph should be ok, i hope!

i realized that my mom is taking up photography and my god mother is staying up late to watch soccer and golf on espn. they learn these stuff that they are not exposed to, patiently so that they will have more in comment and more to talk to in a conversation, with their hubby. - respect -

...and i'm playing dotA @_@

i'm the living dead

2006-10-20T21:56:00.000+08:00

hola~

im in singapore rite now. reach here yesterday around 5 pm.

the weather here is so hazey and me no like the food here. eat till nose bleed(due to haze la, not the food). luckily i brought along my nose spray.

was here to actually accompany my grandma. she is not feeling very well, but as soon as we reached here she insist that we'd go shopping.
im currently staying in my uncle's house in bishan street. quite convinient. got shops, market and ~~pubic~~ public transport too.

today i went to chinatown. no biggie...cant buy clothes o accessories. kl got more baju. and i still prefer nick nacks frm kl.

the whole day only spent only $39 on junx. oh oh.....but i got a very good deal for the bag that i bought for my grandma in KL. its a dinner bag. very shinny and cute. hopefully she'll like it. cant get things for dad and godFather. not the right place. in chinatown most of the things are for auntie 1, unlike chinatown in KL, happening place. good for children from 8 to old ladies at the age of 80. syiok. no place is better than home.

i got homesick when i reach here. im so useless. hmmm, but its ok...i got mochachino here to teman me. aiya....when i go back home to malaysia, i must give a tribute to mochachino and his family. he's been there for me alot. i sure miss my family... sobs.

thats my first day in singapore. ntg much. will blog again tmr. muaxx!

-the reflection of Judy, mC-

MYTHS

2006-10-15T11:34:00.000+08:00

there is something that i wana share here on my blog.

you know, there is a myth (the Chinese) saying that when u fall asleep, ur soul will come out from ur body and wonder around. i dont know to what extend this is true but i'm beginning to believe it.

i just woke up from a very horrible nightmare. and so i called the person that i dreamt about, he too had a nightmare about me. this is not happening for the first time. its realli freaky.

there are also myths like when a person is sleeping no one should paint the face of the person who is asleep, if not when the soul comes back to the body it does not recognize its "owner". and therefore, the soul cannot go back into the body which will make the person sleeping harder to wake up or not wake up!!! <>

the other one is, not to take picture of the person who is sleeping. why u asked? because the soul of the person might get capture into the camera if there is flash or it might be scared away.

i really dont know how far this myths are true, but i certainly believe that when we sleep our soul will meet the person that we dream of. sometimes the person that u dream of might not be dreaming, but there is also a possibility that the person woke up forgetting what he/she had just dreamt of. it happens.

a day in the park

2006-10-04T00:51:00.000+08:00

today, *ahemm* i mean yesterday, i went to klcc park to reshoot my photography assignment. i have to say it was tough finding the right spot to get the right picture. was not easy at all. no no.

*shakes head*
actually i havent enjoy myself outdoors like how i did today for a very long time. i was a kid again today. it all started with this morning. dad sent jason dear and i to klcc and he gave us some tips on photography. then my dad headed to register his new photography company (congrats dad!).

then jason and i was like wondering around the park, looking for nice nice spot. and i realize w\one thing, klcc park/playground is so BIG! if only i was a kid, then i can play all the swings and slides.
i did anyway. i ask jason to post post nicely he make monkey faces and all. tsk tsk tsk.

after shooting, we were so tired and thirsty. so we head to klcc and makan pizza. the pizza was extraordinaryly good! service was good too! *two thumbs up*
we also did crossword puzzle in pizza hut. we were enjoying ourselves and laugh so loud till we forgot that we are in a public place. but, who cares? anyway we continue laughing and giggling till we didnt realize that everyone at the restaurant had left. we did so many things. gosh i just cant put all the memories i had into words.

i feel like today i have achive many things. partly i get to release the child in me (jason was like a big baby too), got to finish up my assignment, make some cash and study.

baby, if ur reading this, thanx for pushing me to study and helping me with my assignment. u gave me a lot of support and inspiration, u taught me how to have fun too. ur really a cool boyfriend that i could ever asked for. thanx hunny.

h.u.r.t.f.u.l.w.o.r.d.s.

2006-10-01T18:01:00.000+08:00

why did u hang up on me over and over again? why do u have to hurt me over and over again? why do u have to leave me here alone? why must i be the one to ask u back. why are you treaating me like this? im breaking down. i have my own limits. i am hurt. should i leave all this behind? or should i just give it another try?

something bout adrian and kong kong

2006-09-25T19:59:00.000+08:00

im hanging! feel screwed up. i think i slept too long. feeling all crapped up. right now im blogging thru stef's laptop in our cozy lil living room in the townhouse. i'm sitting behind steph and jazlyn...all i can hear is kong kong's theme song playing and what not all the F words. gosh.
adrian really can influence ppl. so "terror" ... if only adrian was a pope or a priest, he can make peace and share love among one another. he can really make a very big impact, sadly he is not.

now jaz is talking bout some guy with 2 inch dick. la la la...
kong kong really is addictive. i was once addicted but i think i still can control myself.
my will power is getting stronger and stronger each day... not bad. pat pat for me.

i feel like a very easily influenced person. i kenot do my work in cyber, why? because i'm easily distracted. i wonder how the other d23ab-ians can finish their work in time? i actually took 1 week of just to finish up my finals. oh well, i dowana blog d. got spliting headache.

ciaO.

dedicated to bloop bloop

2006-09-24T15:19:00.001+08:00

mC: i heard bout bloop bloop..
Stephanie: ya
Stephanie: wanna bury him now
mC: oh
Stephanie: scha la
mC: damn
mC: i cant be thr for his funeral
Stephanie: don wan keep him for 7 days first
mC: huh
Stephanie: for everybody to pay respect
Stephanie: scha dowan laa
Stephanie: later the house will smell
Stephanie: she don believe i said he's a christian
mC: hahaha
mC: is bloop a christian
mC: ?

one of the resident in d-23-AB cyeberia has pass away. lets have a silent moment for him. may u rest in peace my dear beloved bloop bloop. *say prayers*

Name : Bloop
Nickname : Bloop bloop (given by jaz la!)
Gender : unkown (but i think its a gurl la...)
Species : some fighting fish
Colour : pearly white
Education lvl : post-graduate
How did we got him/her: Ezreen

gosh, i can't believe that bloop bloop has left us... =(
and i cant make it to his funeral... i feel s bad right now.

Photofest 2006

2006-09-18T23:13:00.000+08:00

there is so many things i wana blog... i should just jumble up all in the 1 post. it's gonna be long...very long.

where to start? *rubs chin*
oh oh okay... i know... i wana blog bout my weekend. i spent my last weekend with my family in malacca( justin wasnt there tho =/ ) . dad, mum, jason and i participated in the photorace 06 organized by tourism malaysia. the competition is about taking really creative picture at the very best angle and at the best moment. hmmm, it wasnt as easy as i first thought it was. time is so precious that we cant even afford to take time to go to the loo. the race started of in jalan ampang at the MTC then to Putrajaya, PD, Bandaraya Melaka, then back to KL.
during the race, we took many pics...really good pic, i wish i could share all of them but before that, just lemme finish my manicure first, then i will upload it to my blog.
so, we manage to complete the race but we didn't win anything. we did not have enuff time to choose those pics and my mom's lap top crash while opening photoshop. it's snailing... she should get a new one. anyway, it doesn't matter whether we win or lose... i just take it as if i took the week end of for a short break from assignment. i did had fun eating buffet at the Reviera hotel(argh, so hard to pronounce) in Malacca. Food, accomodation, petrol and toll is all covered by the organizers... that means it's FREE!!! hehe...
[congrats to my daddy for winning the art wear photoshoot and iris too]

my family and i booked tickets to Haadyai, Thailand this October, but now it seems like the plan is cancel. why? because some ppl got no brains and keep wanting to bomb other ppl's country and see the innocent suffer. the thai bombing is pretty bad..there are three places in thailand that was attacked. sigh, i feel so sad for the ppl there. they dont earn much, and the only way they get business is through tourist, and now, i don't think that tourist will go back there anytime soon. haadyai will be dead once again... i'm so sad. mum cant go for facial and i cant go to the spa there anymore...coz the building is no longer a building. it was destroyed. i can now say bye bye to the delicious thai food esp at Odeon. gosh... life is cruel.

so there goes my holiday.. i gotto plan something else then.

just now when i was goin thru those junks in my mail, i saw this really cool jeans, but sadly is only available in japan. i think it will take ages to get to malaysia. but even if it does, i think whoever who wears them will be fined. damn this country... not open enough. actually anything other than education and open-mindedness, it's fine. ahhh....crap! screw that.

looks good huh?

i want one of those. =|

a typical day in Malaysia

2006-09-09T13:26:00.000+08:00

i woke up this morning happy. the weather was fine. breezy fresh air. really nice and big
fluffy clouds. it was such a beautiful morning. i totally skipped
breakfast tossing and turning, rolling myself into a ball under
the cozy comforter.then i surfed the net and played some online games.

later in the morning, i had my baby jas0n over. we cuddled and chatted.
then, we went over to my grandma's place for lunch. she prepared
some chinese and indian dishes.it was really delicious. felt like
going for a second helping but i
got to control my food intake(i think im putting on weight).
yeap, nothing beats my grandma's cooking. *lick lick*

baby jas0n and i wanted to get a hair cut at the nearby saloon but in the end we
didn't get our hair cut, because there is alot of customer at the saloon.
we got to wait. we got no time to waste, so we left.

after that i went for tea with my godparents and grandma. went and ta pao
some goreng pisang (fried banana). went home straight and it started raining.
the weather here in malaysia is a lil unpredictable, but i like it here.

i ate some pisang goreng and took a cup of milo. as i was sipping the hot milo,
i was just imagining life over in canada. my godparents wants me to migrate with them to canada
after i have finish my degree in MMU. i havent decided yet, am still thinking bout it.

i'm gonna miss the lifestyle here if i would to migrate. i will definateely miss the pasar malam here,
yum cha late at night at the mamak, karaoke, malls here in KL, and especially the night life here!!!
its not easy to leave the place where i grew up in. there are lotsa memories i had here.

i will definately miss my family and all my buddies. miss painting all my nails
red with grandma( she has this thing for really outstanding red nail polish).
life here in malaysia is good enough for me. its a place where u can find the finest things(branded goods in the heart of the city)
till the cheapest, bargained stuff in pasar malam or sg wang. hee hee...

i have to say the weather here is a lil unpredictable, but at least, in my
country there's no natural disaster.

i do wana go overseas to experience life there.
i haven't seen snow before. havent experience autumn too.
but no matter what, i find that Malaysia is still the best place to live. don't you think?

The POWER of LOVE

2006-09-07T00:03:00.000+08:00

Insecurity and frustration plus all the sadness doesn't cover more than the hapiness that we share.

why?
because there is LOVE, between us.

we might have problems.
we might get emotional, and sometimes frustration comes along because we LOVE each other to much.

but u know, whats more important is that we're happier most of the time.as compared to the sadness.

that the hapiness will overpower whatever negative.

our LOVE is something to look forward to, and i BELIEVE that it will make us stronger everyday.

lets just let our feelings for each other be the measure of how much we want to be with each other.

i believe this very strongly that "only the person that u love can hurt u".

A letter to they guy up there....

2006-09-06T18:45:00.001+08:00

dear brain,

sorry for not letting u have all the rest u wanted. i hope u'd understand. my finals is coming up and i gotto rush a lot of assignments. pls bear with me.
i want to apologize to u bout what happened that day. i will compensate by feeding u with lotsa spongebob and new pingu episodes everyday after my finals.

u know, i'm so hurt that day after what u've said to me. it was pretty rude. if u were to repeat that again, i will give no tolerance to u, but to squeeze u really hard, and dig u out and flush it in the toilet bowl. i hope u'll behave and i'm at the point of breaking down. i can endure no more. pls stay with me and work overtime.

p/s: i need u. im desperate.

xoxo,
michelle

dedicated to my baby jas0n

2006-09-05T00:56:00.000+08:00

WE walked under an umbrella in the rain. WE got wet anyway... why? because the rain was really heavy. the wind is so strong. WE are soaked! then WE went to comp modelling class in OUR wet attire. i got cold n feverish because of the really cool air condition in class. **sneeze*

but.... it wasn't such a bad day for me. *smiles* ^^,
because WE kissed under the rain, under a "mistletoe". WE had lunch like we always do. WE shared a very very big glass of orange juice. WE drove bubbles back to cyberia, WE held hands.
WE shared 2bowls of hot soup on a cold rainy day. WE cuddled. WE laughed. WE hugged.

do u realize how many WE i have used? despite all that i'm not bored being with HIM.
i will never will.

~ BiTTeRsWeeT cHoCoLaTe ~

I'm Moving!

omg!

Invisible Love Letter

Im still here!

Malaysia Mega SALE!

i saw a dinosaur-shaped-cloud

most boring post ever

Unity Band

Simpsonized!

*happy tears*

XD

My New Friend

Polyvore

thats what friends are for

Facts about advertising

Beauty Pageant

zombie looking thing

=)

wonders of teh internet

s.i.x.a.m.

GAMMA 1st Submission

happy 07.07.07

where is lady luck

unbelievable

insanity

Still Young At Heart

Big Ben

23.06.07

man's best friend

we must be crazee~

i don't know what to name this post >.<

yes, I'm a pshyco

my beautiful dates

me got tag

wet pillow

my baby brother

behind every butterfly, there's a story~

Eye on Malaysia

why i CUT my hair?

what a day!

Malaysia Dog Olympic 2007

patriotism

mini cupcakes

s.w.e.e.t.a.s.c.a.n.d.y.

n.o.f.u.l.l.s.t.o.p.

~ Butterfly ~

omg!

I Got TAG~

Hell yeah, I'm added onto the list + pics

Gimme Your Stuff

mango tango

As Time Over Laps

pretty ugly big 20

am i a MAN? or a freak?

:wub:

The 7th Splash - MMU Swim CLub

moRe fReeBieessssss~

Lazy lazy morning

stephanie is her name

bad hair CUT~

drowning

time for some pics, baby!

*bangs head against the wall*

yummy

Luster Black

day filled with love!

V for Valentines

man full of surprises

MicheLLLe

I'm Coming (back to skool, hell yeah!)

RAIN's Coming, and I'm Going ^^,

Paper Cut

a year filled with love!

r.a.n.d.o.m

gone but not forgotten

Happy New Year 2007

finally @ the beach!

Orange Sorbet

Draw a House - Personality test

happy tears

bangs head against the wall